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:)

new update:: i am in love sigh! feels awefucking awesome

a change

i am confused. I dunno what has got into me? I thought like a boy before and now? suddenly? i am not myself anymore…no i am not lost…but i am not the same and i dunno its a strange feeling…to transform..to feel stuff…to worry about things..to …sigh…be a girl

ah well this!

To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
To every guy that regrets hurting her.
To every guy who knows which girl he wants.
To every guy that’s said, “Sex can wait.”
To every guy that’s said, “You’re beautiful.”
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she’s sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that wasn’t just trying to get laid.
To every guy that actually listened.
To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.
To every guy that prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

This one is for you.

why?

if ur not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? if ur not the one then why does my hand fit urs dis way??

only if

i know its cheesy! but wth!

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….something has moved and bumped the cradle of everything. .. the world is out of sync…. birds fly backwards and the fish swim through the air…. hours pass like seconds and seconds pass like hours. ..the light fades before the sun leaves. .. the stars shine before the night falls.

I am here early. You are here late.

Hope

“When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you’re trudging seems all up hill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don’t you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don’t give up though the pace seems slow—You may succeed with another blow, Success is failure turned inside out—The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit—It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit.”

:’(

:’(

Aching to be next to you
Wrapped in the safety of your arms.
With your loving hands caressing my face or
Your fingers wrapping themselves in my hair
Wanting to feel my cheek pressed up against your chest
Listening to your heartbeat and trying to match
the rhythm of your breathing….

Soulmate ?

A soulmate is the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else. It’s someone who makes you a better person. Well, actually they don’t make you a better person. You do that yourself, because they inspire you. A soulmate is someone whom you’ll keep in your heart forever. It’s the one person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, they will always be there for you, and love you for everything that you are.

this is what is new in my life.